back now

hi there,
its been quite sometime again since we last met. i just got my notebook so we can talk more often. i promise you i will stay. i promise you i will let you be heard. no hesitation. no barriers. just you and me, soul to soul.
i am so happy now. thank you for staying with me. i am happy i am given the chance to be better. each day.

yesterday i got the chnace to have a nice chat with my boss, nathalie. she’s our director at only 35 years old! anyhow, we talked about several things but amongst our varied discussion, one thing struck me – dare to dream. cliche as it seems, i saw these words through her eyes. she meant, dare to dream..for you can be so much better..for you can be more of who you are..and you can only go as your dreams will reach you…it was very inspiring…this person whom i have never understood in the past can never be clearer now…for you to be the best at what you are doing, you should be able to dream it, see it in your eyes. when that time comes, you are made.

i want you to remind me that. it is so easy to forget. especially when things get messy and all you care about are deadlines. so easy to forget yourself, your sanity. suddenly, you are caught up with the vicious cycle of pleasing other people for pleasing them. so busy trying to prove to other people who you are not.

im so glad im back now. so you can always remind me where my home is.

invocation

Father,

I’m sorry I missed Sunday mass yesterday. Please forgive me. I miss you too so much. Thank you for the wonderful blessings you have showered upon me, and my family. And for bringing back old friends I haven’t seen for some time. Father, guide me every single day with the Holy Spirit’s wisdom. As my new role will entail new challenges in areas I might not have mastered. I have prepared myself, and I am ready. However, I am not a master of everything and I can only defer to you for guidance.

Father, guide my son to your will. Help me to always remember that I do not own him and that I am your servant in bringing him to this world for your purpose for him. Guide me and my husband to give all the love that he will need to become a better person.

Lastly, use me to inspire many dreamers around the world. That they may always remember their vision, and that they know how to take the first step in realizing those goals. Give us the strength to face challenges that will hinder our path.

I praise thy name forever.

Your daughter. 

charisms

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Today starts a new beginning. A start of something new. And it is but apt that I start a new blog together with it. Join me as I unveil to you the mystery, fun, milestones and pitfalls of my life…charisms.

I want to talk about you.

Have you ever wondered how many out of a hundred gets together through online friendship? I am always curious about these phenomenon and hpw internet has changed the way people lived. Have you ever wondered why people like them would rather meet up with someone anonymous rather than their neighbor?It is interesting that it does happen. God has been very creative in matching people. You’ll never know that the one you’ve been looking for is just right at the click of your fingertip. You’ll never know that a simple :”hello” is a beginning of an entirely new life or maybe a disaster.I have a dream of helping other people with their probelms just by getting in touch with them through my blog. I believe that with the simple time that I take every single day to talk about other epople’s problem..or maybe even pray for them..would help ease their heartacahes even just a bit. I like to talk about your life. I want to cry with you, laugh with you, remember you.I invoke to you…reach out to me…let’s talk it out together.