Yearning

So tired of being sad
So tired of battling alone
So tired of weeping
And crying desperately

My friends have grown weary
No one to cling to no more
Yes its an unwinded misery
Just me, cliche, i alone

I thirst for pretense laugh
I shouted and scream for praises and prayer
And yet in the end i resort to this dark
Corner
Yes i battle on my own

Do you hear the birds chirping
The scent of morning dew
The sing of every rainbow
Yes i see, but then these i drew

No, i am not happy
Ive been unhappy for a very long time
When all i yearn is to love
Ironic it is, to you im a mime

Release this bondage on my foot
Let me run freely to the forrest
And though i know only me and the moon
In this dark i can lay and rest

Aha
At last
I spew blood on your paper
A good start in claiming healing
Aha
At last
A few hours later
I wake in this jail, yearning.