MAGSULAT KA NAMAAAAN!!!!!!!
May 24, 2008
3 pangungusap
namamanhid ang daliri ko.napipe ang utak ko.biglang di ako marunong mag-abakada.
sabik humawak ng pluma. amuyin ang pahina ng blankong papel. ngayo’y alikabok na.
nagpapanggap na abala. nagtatago sa hilera ng problema. nananabik na makita ka.
May 9, 2008
wishing for amnesia
today i know i shall pack my things and move on. thank you for the wonderful memory. XOXO
May 5, 2008
subconscious
i was walking inside my own subconscious…and there were white walls..and bright windows… i went outside one door and there i stepped out of a large field with green grass and 1 mango tree. i miss this very familiar place…i saw a girl, in a fancy sunday dress, with a nice pink bow, reading a book under the tree…i asked her..what are you doing here? she told me…well, im waiting for my daddy…he said he’s coming back soon…i asked her, so how long have you been waiting here?..she said, as long as i can remember…
and then i walked furhter..and into another room i entered. and there were so many people..and up the stage i saw a 20-ish old girl, wearing a suit…she was saying something about hope..and making it happen, there about 20% of the crowd, the people are listening, as if washed by her words..and all the hundreds are not able to understand her language…
i walked out, i felt quite agitated by the noise in that room…and entered another room…there was a white big room, with a white bed…and i saw my mom…she said..”hi”..and said…”hey, i miss you…”..and she goes “no worries, im just here”..and i go “well, its not the same, you know…”…”i wanted so much to tell you…”i so badly miss you…and i love you soo much…” but just when i wanted to hold her…i was about to feel her embrace…the room faded and i found myself running…i am running away from the flame that is trying to catch me…
i shut my eyes and told myself…” i surrender”…
and there i awoke, under His wings…cradled in his lullabye…”Father, never let go of my hand”.
